realities~~

every situation makes me panic!

2009-05-21T16:37:00.003+10:00

In 2009, I graduated from Uni.

But I couldn't get any job until now.

It's really sad story.

I've tried so many times.

However, it doesn't seems to break through easily.

Cuz u guys know global economy at this time.

Even though I will try until I'll get a best job for me.

plz help me God. I trust & believe God.

I may happy in some days.

I always shout to myself 'Be positive!!'

take me controlled

2006-12-02T22:48:00.000+11:00

i dont know how i can control my emotion. it is really hard.

Especially, somebody(i cant nominate)always irritate me. please let me calm down.

today was tough to me, emotion and physical as well.

i recon that i may consider seriously where i go and stay.

let me have sweet dream!!

i'm crazily busy~~

2006-10-27T15:44:00.000+10:00

this season is full of essays and final exams. it makes me really mad.

but, ironically i'm enjoying this situation at the same time.

still i got 2 essays & 4 exams (umm.. pretty busy i guess)

God please~~ hel~~~~~p me!! i know u gotta save me.. ^^

have a good day!!

coming back...

2006-05-29T13:24:00.000+10:00

i left this blog for a while. suddenly, i remember this space. From this time, i wanna care this....

i hope people will enjoy with me.

to be continued...

sleepy day..

2006-01-04T20:51:00.000+11:00

through the whole day, i felt sleepy. perhaps i got long term break. As time goes by, i wanna be easygoing strongly. Whereas i feel scary because of my future... maybe...

today my brain is really confusing. i'll clear sooner or later.

Anyhow, i have to prepare presentation for enlightenment evenif i got no idea.
have a nice sleep~~

Tahlee 5

2006-01-03T09:48:00.000+11:00

these are oysters. we could get these near the swimming pool.

Tahlee 4

2006-01-03T09:46:00.000+11:00

local people made this pool. this is not so deep.

Tahlee 3

2006-01-03T09:44:00.000+11:00

He is owner of the boat.

Tahlee 2

2006-01-03T09:42:00.000+11:00

he is one of our fishing members.

Tahlee 1

2006-01-03T09:39:00.000+11:00

I went to fishing. At that time, i was on that boat. Isn't it beautiful? For 4 hours, we caught over 50 fishes. Of course, we ate them all ^^;

Tahlee was beautiful~

2006-01-02T11:40:00.000+11:00

those are Kangaroos. every morning i could see them.

before going Tahlee

2005-12-26T18:27:00.000+11:00

tommorrow I'll head to Tahlee. this journey will take 4 night and 5 days. i'm excited very much.

I think this is my first outgoing holiday since i came in Australia.

i am not going to bed early because i have to pack my luggage.

after coming back, i'll upload a few photos. ^^

see ya~~

first day of Christmas break!!

2005-12-19T10:20:00.000+11:00

I woke up little bit early today even if i do not need to go to school. people called it is habit. suddenly, i fear about habit.

At this moment, i don't have any plan for this break. today, I just wanna sleep then i'll think about it.

happy Christmas!!

gloomy day..

2005-11-29T09:40:00.000+11:00

yesterday friend and I went to Wynard without purpose. when we were walking, we saw various christmas decorations. My friend said "I can't imagine. this year left just one month. then i turn into another age group." yeah... it's really sad story. sometimes i forget my age till somebody ask me. i think it is not important for me. Always i quote this, "The age is just numbers."

But we strongly agreed the quote at the same time we felt emptyness and sighed.

anyway, i 'll plan for next year with expectation.

sunny day at last....

2005-11-22T12:03:00.000+11:00

these days i often see shiny sun!! i love that. unfortunately, my eyes are not so good for sunshine. so it is ironic.

there are two sides for the whole world. so it can be normal. ^^

shiny sun... i'll enjoy and avoid.

heavy rain

2005-11-15T17:58:00.000+11:00

When i went out after class, i met heavy rain. it was a sudden.

And i already caught a cold so i worried about me... I hope that it can't affect me.

I wonder this season is summer or not..

I wanna go to the beach without friends such as a cold. ^^

I missed the class again...

2005-11-10T18:01:00.000+11:00

this time is due to cold. i don't know why i am sick continuously. maybe my body condition is quite bad enough to infect from virus.

anyway, i went doctor then took medicine. now, feel better. but still dizzy.

i hope that i can finish this term without any medical problems.

i'll pray for that...

new sharemate came!!

2005-11-04T17:45:00.000+11:00

today new gril sharemate came. Unfortunately, she is quite old. But it can be nice experience. Because I haven't live with old woman except my mom.

I will do my best for the relationship.

Today was quite busy. Our group visited client for the class project. And I met the new sharmate. then did lots of stuffs although i can't say anything. hahaha...

have a nice weekends!!

I missed the classes...

2005-11-01T17:52:00.000+11:00

from 2days ago, i got pain in my nosetrils. At first, i just ignored. I thought that was not serious stuff. but i missunderstood. it was getting worse. even i got problem with breathing. that's why i missed the classes.

so i went to the doctor. he said that it is virus infection.

from that, i got a lesson. when i get suspicious symtom, i should go to hospital. If not,I know, it can be developed seriously.

i'll do remember!!

Sunny day!!

2005-10-25T10:06:00.000+10:00

suddenly i can see shiny sunshine~~. I was looking forward...I love sunny day more than rainy day.. I hope that i can enjoy this summer~~

have a nice day!!

Rainy day

2005-10-21T08:55:00.000+10:00

this morning is rainny. i think that it has continued several days. it makes me really gloomy. i wanna see shiny sun.

blue day

2005-10-19T12:31:00.000+10:00

today, I woke up late so i missed the chance of work and even i was late morning class.
how terrible !!

this time is class. everybody seem to do something except me. humm...

Just before, we (partner and me)chose the presentation topic, which is porno. It is interesting. But it can be dangerous topic as well.

Fortunately, we know the guy who got the porno web site ID. we will use those things.

hopefully, our classmates will enjoy our presentation.

I wanna sleep~~

gorgeous little girl!!

2005-10-15T11:51:00.000+10:00

suddenly i really want to see my best friend and her daughter.

first day

2005-10-13T16:14:00.000+10:00

I started blogging. It is not first time for me. but i feel strange because i have to write in English. But i don't worry. I'll get used to use as soon as possible.

Today, i got morning class so i was hurry. The class was finished within 1 hour. i don't know it is lucky or not. After that, i went to library then borrowed book, which is about philosophers. it can be interesting.

I think this semester may be tough for me. In my mind, I have to pass this semester then i'll start next course. hopefully.... hopefully...